Ok, went out for New Years, had a bad headache, so i spent most of the night laying on the couch in the pool room at Leapord Lounge, while my wife danced with her friends from work. i would have danced and had a good time, but my head was just bothering me too much. i was driving too. It was pretty cool though. i don't really like the music, but ( Read more... )

It appears that you have not noticed me ( Read more... )

Job has been so stressful lately, I'm having stomachaches. What the hell is going on, when you care so much about a profession, and want to do your very best, and still the powers that be make things nearly impossible, for good people such as me, to do the job they are asking. Ugghh!! I feel like throwing up. The things that I do to do the job I do ( Read more... )

As most can probably tell, i'm having a better week. I have some help, and the edge has been taken off. I have caught hell at work, mostly due to the fact that i have a job with a ton of responsibility, one that causes me to make gigantic judgement calls in a second. The life of children can be on the line, and therefore the stress can be ( Read more... )

as i see the beginning ( Read more... )

I am feeling better this week. I have been working non-stop. That keeps me busy. Continued headaches all week, but the depression has eased, thanks to some influence. I've been walking some, taking the dog out, went to the park. I live on the Westside of Jax. and hope to get a bike for Christmas, and hit some trails. So many kids need protecting, ( Read more... )

This is the first time I have written in my journal without using rhyme ( Read more... )

most days i can't find the energy to go on ( Read more... )

i run through the windows ( Read more... )

just for fun, i aint always mad ( Read more... )