Feeling better

[tcashley]

I am feeling better this week. I have been working non-stop. That keeps me busy. Continued headaches all week, but the depression has eased, thanks to some influence. I've been walking some, taking the dog out, went to the park. I live on the Westside of Jax. and hope to get a bike for Christmas, and hit some trails. So many kids need protecting, so may parents need skills. So I am feeling this today, and for most of this week....

this is a day
thats not so bad
i do not feel like crying
i am not so sad
if fact things are brighter
then they usually are
i can see the sky
throught the windshield of my car
the sky is blue
clouds are white
i might even
get some sleep tonight
a migraine is thumping
on the right side of my head
this is the only distraction
this is the only shred
of what may be coming
another crash into the deep
or is it something
that i can solve with sleep
work is overwhelming
but i am coping with it well
this week is different
its hard to exactly tell
why i would feel different
not that much has changed
a chemical inbalance
may have been arranged
within my molecular make-up
that strikes me when it wants
then i am left to cope
this disorder sometimes taunts
me with its strength and power
then sometimes lets me free
please let me be happy
this is what i plee