Why is every relationship always so perfect at the beginning then sooner or later it becomes unbearable. I'm sorry 2 the people who have been reading my journal. I'm sorry that all the entries are about Mr. Jean. But its the only thing on my mind. But the thing about it is that it wasnt perfect at the beginnning....it was perfect when we were ( Read more... )

I CANT DO THIS SH*T ANYMORE....I CANT....2 MUCH STRESS....I DONT THINK I CAN LAST 4 MUCH LONGER MAYBE A COUPLE OF DAYS OR SOMETHING......I'M SITTING HERE FIGHTING BACK TEARS....I SWORE 2 MYSELF THAT I WONT LET A NIGGA EVER MAKE ME CRY AGAIN....SO IMMA FIGHT THESE TEARS UNTIL THEY DECIDE 2 GHO AWAY CUZ I DONT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW....I HAVE MORE ( Read more... )

Why is it that after u gain something, u fail 2 appreciate it? Why cant it be like b4 ( Read more... )

After all is said and done, he still has my heart. But he dont deserve it ( Read more... )

Mel said that she wants a boyfriend.....and I said that I want a new one. I'm taking a break at least for now. I don't care right now if it ends or not....let me stop lying I do care...I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS.

Yesterday night I was looking at greatschools.net and look how my old grammer school rated (8th graders ( Read more... )

Have you ever met someone who seems so cool at first, then you realized that the person you know is not the real them? So everytime you go around him/her, you see them as being very fake. Someone that puts up a front 24/7 in front of you and when he/she lets ur true colors show it is by accident. That's what I see wheneva I look at this person. I ( Read more... )

Whas up people....today was a better day. The rain jus got 2 me a lil. Got so wet going 2 class, but it's all good. I'mma have 2 go out a lil lata 2. My life is madd boring. I dont have nothing to say. I kno...i kno..... I updated my pic page. I'mma put the link in here soon. After I'm all done. My sitch w/ my moms has been gettin on my nerves but ( Read more... )

School is going good. I've been keeping up with all my work even being a lil ahead. I have great friends ( Read more... )

Why does he look better and better by the day....Oh my goodness...my boyfriend is FINE!!!!.....nah but let me stop. Things are better right now. Theyre actually good. I'm soooo happy when I'm round him and Melanie, Tasha, and Pressy (my closest friends up here in school) "approve" which is a good thing. Now to my best friends at home...hmm ( Read more... )

It reads: Take Chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh til your stomach hurts and your eyes water. ( Read more... )