What am I going to do???
Why is every relationship always so perfect at the beginning then sooner or later it becomes unbearable. I'm sorry 2 the people who have been reading my journal. I'm sorry that all the entries are about Mr. Jean. But its the only thing on my mind. But the thing about it is that it wasnt perfect at the beginnning....it was perfect when we were friends for the 8 months we were just friends. That was the best time and as soon as we took it 2 the next level it just went up in flames. Maybe I should've kept it friends.....no let me not dwell on the shouldve couldve wouldve's and look at the present.
I made up my mind I'mma drop it a week from Sunday. The day before we have known eachother for a year. I heard the first year is the hardest, but this is unbearable. We met on November 1st last year. But this is it.
I consider myself as single as of now. There's no changing my mind this time. I'm done with it.
I just worry that the next relationship will be the same....good until we decide to make it official. All I can do is hope that it won't be that way.
"baby its a shame we gotta go through this
we cant even talk (boy) we don't even kiss
I never would´ve thought we'de be breaking up like this
but its over now
its over now" by 112
I made up my mind I'mma drop it a week from Sunday. The day before we have known eachother for a year. I heard the first year is the hardest, but this is unbearable. We met on November 1st last year. But this is it.
I consider myself as single as of now. There's no changing my mind this time. I'm done with it.
I just worry that the next relationship will be the same....good until we decide to make it official. All I can do is hope that it won't be that way.
"baby its a shame we gotta go through this
we cant even talk (boy) we don't even kiss
I never would´ve thought we'de be breaking up like this
but its over now
its over now" by 112