ok so i need to start moving ( Read more... )

well basically i'm super depressed all of a sudden ( Read more... )

feb 24.....lets see what happens

i'm counting calories.
thus far i've eaten about 1000.
so i can't eat much at work.
probly just a salad.

i'm really going to focus on this.
since i have much more free time taking this semester off.
i need to focus on me and getting better.

well it's been almost a month ( Read more... )

today was the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

and as always...i jynxed it.
i'm such a fuck up.

school is ridiculous.
i'm bored out of my mind.
i can't wake up today.

ew.

have you ever been so lonely and so full of emotion that you think you're going to burst? there's 923847938 thoughts, feelings, ideas, memories going through your head all at once and you feel like you have to remember them because if you don't you feel your life has no meaning. you feel so out of yourself that you hold on to these things because ( Read more... )

life is wonderful.
everything is good.

and i'm still waiting for something bad to happen.
my happiness is forever short lived.