There has been a lot going on and I am starting to feel a little better abut things. I was feeling really depressed and went and saw a couple doctors. Now I am going to see a therapist every two weeks and pschiatrist every three weeks. I also have been taking some medicine to sleep and another medicine for the day. I am not sure what I think about ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty fun. Jerry came in from Chicago and him and Averie have been here all weekend. We met some more neighbors that invited us to a party and went to a bar. Entertaining times. Then today I took my surf board out for the first time with Andrew. Now, its nice because I have less to be nervous about. Was pretty fun. However, my ( Read more... )

This weekend was pretty relaxed. Friday me, Mike, Peter, Andrew and Mo all went out to South Beach to have fish tacos. It was unbelievable crowded but delicious and fun. Then we went to the Arizona bar and spent most of the night there doing shots and playing pool. It was a lot of fun and really cool to have another girl there like Mo since I am ( Read more... )

I hate fighting with people especially good friends but then points need to made so it just continues until someone gives in. Really mean things were said that makes me have a new understanding on what is thought about me, especially when it comes to guys. I hate feeling uncomfortable about hanging out with people because my friends might treat ( Read more... )

Sometimes I do the dumbest shit. I dunno what to say. I so confused. I have several attractive neighbors and that can be an issue. You would think it would be a good thing. Hopefully this time things will be cool. Some really weird shit happened though and I don't know if it was noticed. Sucks that I have no one I can talk to about it to ( Read more... )

Soooo...I haven't updated this in a while and a lot has happened. Bad first, good second. So work has been really stressful with too much to do and not enough help. I had also been stressing a bit about my friend that I reccomended a job since she was not doing too well. She got fired and I guess that makes me look really bad but I guess at least ( Read more... )

I am going. Now I need a friend to go with me. Big D, Flogging Molly, Steve and Liquor...

123 someone go!

My insides are dying and it doesn't feel good. Hopefully today becomes more entertaining.

This weekend was nice hanging out with Averie and George and going to Oktoberfest. Hopefully this week goes better than last and some contact is made or resolution is come to so I can stop wondering what is going to happen.

So I got really drunk last night and made what I think is a huge mistake now. We will see how it all plays out. Hopefully everyone doesn't hate me but at the time it was so perfect and I didn't want it to end.

I suck because even though it was perfect it will likely ruin the really nice I have going steady right now :(

I do some really dumb shit