Major life changes have insued ( Read more... )

all good things come to an end

Tyler Durden says...
you are not your job
you are not how much you have in the bank
you are not the contents of your wallet
you are not your khakis
you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake
the things you own end up owning you
self-improvement is masturbation
self-destruction might be the answer

all I want is to be happy... to be loved... to have someone in my life and not be lonely... I always thought that wasn't too much to ask... but I guess it is

"whipping post" ..... thats what I feel like lately. Why does being someone's friend have to include their poking fun? I mean yeah, come one, we all do it. Friends do that shit but when every time I say something its returned with a. "So what." "We don't fucking care." "Do you want a fucking medal?" It gets so fucking old. I am sure people will ( Read more... )

I have been on a MARVELOUS 3 kick this past week. God, I love those guys. And I miss the hell out of them. I am so glad I have their music to listen to for the rest of my life cuz I just dont know where I would be without them.

I updated my webpage tonight and some earlier this week. Take a look and gimme some feedback. I have some money left over ( Read more... )

well I updated this the other night and when I went to change my emoticon, i hit the back button and everything I just wrote was gone and I didnt feel like rewriting it ( Read more... )

my mother broke her foot and ankle in 12 places yesterday - one bone is broken six times itself. I cannot believe she did this. I have been taking care of her the past two days. Poor thing is so helpless and I feel so bad for her. I love her so much and I wish there was more I could do. The only thing I can really do is make sure she is comfortable ( Read more... )

whatever whatever whatever ( Read more... )

I guess I am doing better. I am back on my prozac regularly and I have noticed that, not only am I feel a bit better, but my headaches aren't as severe. For about a month I was getting really bad headaches and i didn't know why. Now, they just seemed to diminish ( Read more... )

No no... why can't I just have SOMEONE to LOVE ME? I have a lot of love to for people but it seems to always be shit on.