my world has turned to shit.

Most men suck and this probably includes YOU.

Thank you for fucking me over. Thank you for fucking with my heart... again.

Why can't I just have SOMEONE I can love?

its been a while..... again. A lot has happened. The person i was supposed to go out with "postponed" on me but, I have yet to hear back from him. I thought he would be different, but I guess he is like the consensus. i don't know, maybe he will redeem himself. maybe he was legit. i don't know ( Read more... )

Well, not much happened today. I got very little sleep and was feeling the effects of that this afternoon. I went shopping and found something to wear for this weekend. I hope that everything pans out cuz I am gonna look C U T E. Dinner at work tonight was good. They are actually gonna do it again in about 20 minutes so we are going to eat again I ( Read more... )

So... I am in love with Jack Black. Most of my friends know this. My friend Wes came online last night and said "How Jelous are you?" I had no clue what he was talking about so he explained to me that he met Jack Black this weekend. And I was like "DUDE! COOL!" so then he said the start of the conversation went something like this "Hi, hows it ( Read more... )

i had an interview for a second shift position at the times free press here in town doing ad design. Seems pretty easy. All the logos are on file and I don't have to do any of the typing, just layout. I hope I get it. I don't mind that its second shift. It means I can keep the hours I already do; nocturnal. I did well on a test ad in quark. Got it ( Read more... )

I have been presented with a proposition to move in with my friend Amy in a duplex. The rent would be half of what I am paying now, but the place is way out at the other end of the mountain my parents and she live on. Like way the fuck out there. The place is smaller than where I live now and there is only one bathroom. It was help me tremendously ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention what I did on Friday. Well I worked that day for my friend at her store while she was out of town. Then when I got home there was a message on my machine from my friend Jenni-Mac. She called to remind me that that night was the show for a mutual friend's show at the hunter museum. She said it was from 5:30 to around 8ish. So, i ( Read more... )

Well, i guess I over-reacted the other night on me "Date." I was taking everything he did wrong or it was just confusing. I was trying to hard to understand where he was coming from and it turned out to be a big old mess. I made a complete fool out of myself. But, I guess life goes on. I think there was miscommunication on both our sides so I know ( Read more... )

I just watched You've Got Mail again for about the 20th time. I can't get over how touching that movie is. I have had a few failed relationships from the internet and I guess that Kathleen Kelly and Joe F O X are kind of like a dream of how I wish things could have been or will be. Plenty of people I talk to on here say the right things then slip ( Read more... )

A lot of people have written me saying they know how I feel and can see where I am coming from. On the other hand, I had someone tell me that I seem pretty hung up over the person I was writing about. Well, its been over a month since I wrote that and yeah, I am still hung up over him. But, things have changed drastically since then. Not only has ( Read more... )