Dear Friend,

There's so much I'd like to say about the last few days. My brain managed to analyze every situation in my life ten times a minute. I don't want to think anymore, about anything, ever.

I'm moving, although most likely only for the time being, to need_thou_a_god. go and add it if you'd like ( Read more... )

Dear Friend,

So lately, it's all the same shit again. The same lies and guilt. I'm starting to think it'll never end.
It's just starting to hit me that I have got to be a deeply fucked up individual.

But today, I was so happy. Real, genuine, calm, warm inside while sober, happy. The kind of happy that canceled out everything bad. It was lovely ( Read more... )

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Dear Friend,

Everything's been so surreal-feeling, but usually in a nice way.

Yesterday I saw a lot of people and sat around a lot and did nothing productive except for making ( silly faces )

Dear Friend,

( Today )

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Dear Friend,

It takes a lot for a painting to get to me. Considering my most common drawing motif is someone's ribcage smashed open and their heart ripped out, you probably expect that of me. It really isn't that odd, but for some reason ( this painting )

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Dear Friend,


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