i got a big raise today. i am very happy.

a lot else has been going on, but nothing i feel like writing about.

so. this is it.

raises at work are good and make me happy.

that is all.

I generally hate Bright Eyes. I just do. There are only a couple of his songs I like.

This morning I was listening to KEXP, and heard this song of his, and almost started crying. It just reminded me so much of Matthew. I'm not the easiest person to love. I know this. I've gone through so many changes over the 5 yrs. we've been together. There is ( Read more... )

I feel like I should have so much to say lately, but I find I have very little. So much of it goes on in my head, and then if it comes out, it comes out on paper ( Read more... )

You think you know things and that you've figured things out, until you realize you don't ( Read more... )

This week has been a bit crazy and emotional. Too many things going on for both Matthew and I ( Read more... )

Saw Bjork last night. She was amazing. The opener was horrible, but Bjork was amazing. I wanted her to never stop playing. It was so incredible. I would close my eyes and just listened to her voice resonating through the air. So perfect. But of couse, like all wonderful moments it had to end. I didn't want it to. The hour and half flew by and I ( Read more... )

isn't that important after all ( Read more... )

I have way too many things to do today at work ( Read more... )

This morning I sat on the couch, eating my breakfast, watching the heartbreaking news about the shootings at VA Tech. It was painful and sad. I feel terrible for the victims and their families - people's lives cut short, losing family members. It is all pain I can't imagine. And then I felt sad for the shooter and his family. How did he get so sad ( Read more... )

Dear Nicole ( Read more... )