So....I don't really know that anyone even reads this HAHA, since I posted onhere FIVE times...but I think I might try and update this once in a while. We shall see.

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This is my song to Michael, needless to say change the girl to boy and wife to husband but ( Read more... )

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I have to say that my life has been going good lately. Although there are some difficulties and problems, I am not letting them bother me to the point that I cannot handle it, and the good is making up for the bad. I went to get coffee with Crystal today and we actually just say and talked for 2 and a half hours. It was really good. We talked ( Read more... )

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Have you ever watched Oprah and heard her talk about shadow beliefs? We all have them, and if you don't know what I am talking about you should get O and read it, because it is all in there this month...Well I have uncovered one of my own shadow beliefs. I never tell people I have CF. I always say I have asthma. Last night Matt, who drove me to ( Read more... )

It's really funny how I feel about my weight...I HATE being so skinny, but then again, I don't want to gain any weight, because in our culture, the thinner, the better...super models weigh like 100 lbs and are 6 feet tall...so I think 83 lbs, and 5"2 isn't that skinny, lol, but it IS, and I hate how people look at me for being so skinny, either ( Read more... )

I guess it's always hard to live up to a title you have been given...all my life I've been known as the trendy one, the one that dresses to the nines...everyone always asks me does this look good, is that in, should i wear this, etc etc...so when holiday's come along, i always have to make an entrance..(well most of the time)and usually i have a ( Read more... )

This weekend was a total wash of feelings...It was currently my last weekend in my old house...actually, it was just that, MY last weekend, me and Alisha were the only ones that slept there, and it was ackward and empty and sad....I love my house. Friday night Crystal came over and we watched American's Sweethears, yeah that BLEW, and Sweet ( Read more... )

HaHa...I got a family sized tub of pudding today...I am sitting here eating it...And pudding it quite sexy...Very sexy...Sweet..Flowing...Soft. "I got you now and I just want to show you how to play, goosebumps on your body guide the way. I wanna go all night, aint no stopping till the breakin of the dawn. I wanna go inside every corner, you ( Read more... )