Me wrote
at 2:41pm on October 9th, 2006
I just read you away message! Why are you at the hospital?!?!

Mr. 29 wrote
at 7:18pm on October 9th, 2006
ill be fine probably, they want me to go back tomorrow to check more stuff out

Me wrote
at 7:41pm on October 9th, 2006
Well what happend??

Mr. 29 wrote
at 9:12pm on October 9th, 2006
i have some stomach problems, ( Read more... )

Mr. 29.
I'm super scared for him.
He told me that he has to have surgery on Tuesday.
He said that he might have internal bleeding or a heart problem.
I don't know what to do.
I wouldn't know what to do if something happened to him.
Oh God please let him be okay.

URG
I hate this.
That I'm the way I am.
This nagging sense that I'll never be good enough for anyone.
At least if I never doing anyhing about it.
But starting right now I decided that I am.
I'll keep you posted on it.
maybe
<3

So I was looking at one of my friend's photo albums on facebook.
She was a bridesmaid at a wedding.
Of a girl that went to middle school with us and high school with her.
She's my age and she got married!
And that's not all
she's pregnant too.
Crazy shit?
I think so,
It was just so weird to see that.
I know that it happens.
But again weird to see.
Does anyone ( Read more... )

So you know the cliche:
Best friend starts to fall for the other
but
the other is in love with someone else?
that's about what I'm feeling right now
is that bad?

scratch that.

So I've found a good distraction from Mr. C.K. and Mr. 29 ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure what to write but I have this nagging urge to write ( Read more... )

So I can still hear the Yellowcard concert from my house.
And the crowd yeling them to play another song.
I still can't believe that I was inside that thing.
On the ground yelling for help and with no shoes on.
because they broke while I was being pushed up to the front.
How can I survive the FOB concert moshpit but not Yellowcard??
Well first of all I ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping.
Or at least doing homework.
But as always I'm here on the computer doing everything else than what's listed above.
But I get distracted by facebook, myspace, and of course lj.
Because I have this thing where I am really missing everyone that has gone away to college.
The sense of familiarity is gone.
I miss the summer so much right ( Read more... )

So forget everything nice I ever said about Mr. C.K.
Well, maybe not everything...but he's been such a jerk lately
and he thinks that all I think about is him and I don't.
He's being a conceited asshole.
But still with all of that considered I still can't help but get weak in the knees eveytime I see him.
There is something very wrong with that.
But as ( Read more... )