I can't help but to want to fall in love.
I have been surrounded by happy couples all summer and so let's just say I'm a tad jealous.
Catching the bouquet at KB's wedding didn't help.
And neither did the dream I had on my birthday that someone had proposed to me.
Love is on the brain.
But it is non-existent in my life at the moment. 
I find it all to be ( Read more... )

Dear Megan,
Here is your horoscope
for Saturday, January 31:

What if? What if? What if you and Mr. Not-So-Wonderful had stayed together? What if you hadn't lost that job? Well, you'd be in a different place, obviously. And maybe no better off. So stop dwelling on the past -- missed ( Read more... )

So in this dream ( Read more... )

I'm sick of watching people fall in love.
I've been watching movies over and over again and every time it's the same thing,
Everyone gets exactly what they wanted.
Some of the worst people get to be happy.
I mean the people in the movies aren't necessarily bad, but some of the things they do are bad and they still get to fall in love and be loved back ( Read more... )

So last night was one of the longest nights of the semester!!
We had elections for GSS and we were in meeting for 7 1/2 hours!!
I didn't get the position of Fellowship and surprisingly I'm okay with that.
But after elections is when all the crazy stuff happened!
So HT, HF, and LDubb came along with me to Perkins but we had to stop at their dorms ( Read more... )

So last night I had a really strange dream. I dreamed that me and Pat Cashman were sitting outside somewhere and I was really sad and then he started singing to me. I was a wearing a visor I guess and a he came right up to it and then came underneath it and kissed me on the side of my lip. And then I kissed him! And then I think I woke up, I don't ( Read more... )

Dear God I guess ( Read more... )

Dear O ( Read more... )

Dear You ( Read more... )

My Wants For This:

Number One: Him being happy, even if that means him not being with me
Number Two: Being with me

Everyone is telling me that he is not ready for a commitment, and I know that because it is very obvious, he only flirts with every one, but it doesn't change the way I feel. He wants his jacket back, I really don't want to give ( Read more... )