Dear You (all of You),

So these past couple weekends went off without a hitch and I should have known...
TO NEVER UNDERESTIMATE YOUR SISTERS
They were all so wonderful
The Warden even granted me a pardon from all offenses!

I'm sad this school year is almost over
Ahh!! Did I really just say that?!?!
But I really don't want things to change from the way ( Read more... )

Dear You (all of you),

Why is my decision not to drink such a big deal to you? I know that this weekend is banquet and I know that a lot of drinking occurs there, I have been sober for every other party that I've been to with you this semester, which also allows me to drive your drunk asses home safely. What happended to the praise that you were ( Read more... )

So I found out that I am a good listener.
And that people tend to come to me with their problems.
Which is all fine and dandy.
I'm glad people have that kind of trust with me.

But then when I try to talk to them about what's bothering me,
they give me an "I'm sorry" and change the subject.

I don't know.
It just seems like no one cares.

Mr. 29.
He is okay.
( Read more... )

Yesterday was one of the LONGEST days of my life.


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Freakin'
Fucking
A

I can't start this again.
Last time it got reeeeeeeeeeally awkward and shit.
Fuck this.
Just gotta keep telling myself.
DO NOT LIKE PEOPLE AT WORK!

Part I of Pointless Rant:

I swear whenever I'm around a guy I like even a smidge,
my brain turns to mush.
When we were studying tonight, I couldn't comprehend anything.
I felt very "blonde" (no offense to anyone)
And even when I used to like Mr. 29 at first, I mean seriously the things I said,
WOW.

Part II of Pointless Rant:

Umm, 4 days of work in row = ( Read more... )

I just thought my new icon was so funny.
I had to post about it.
:)

I basically threw a tantrum.
For no one.
There was no one to see me throw things, cry or scream.
But behind that tantrum was so much built up anxiety, so much hurt.
He doesn't even know that I saw what he wrote.
But I know he wrote it because of me.
There is no other reason,
But I think that I'm all cried out.
My eyes are all dried up.
There aren't any ( Read more... )

My jaw hurts.
I went to the dentisit today.
Had to have 2 cavities filled.
Great start to the day right?
They started on me a half an hour late.
Then oceanography was boring and so was comp but that's the norm.
So academic advising meeting went really well actually.
I may have an idea for my future.

Then there's work.
So I got my
1 Year Anniversery
card in my ( Read more... )

I need to vent.

I just don't know how to put it all in words.