Many moons ago, my perverted former landlord Terry decided to concoct a lie and tell people that I sucked his dick ( Read more... )

Was the name of our make believe emo band we joked about in high school. But it is currently the title of the chapter of the biography I am living. Any emotion- good, bad, or otherwise -sends me into a Niagra Falls-like state of being. It's one more reason I hate being pregnant. Annoyed = tears. Angry = tears. Sad = tears. Happy = tears. I used to ( Read more... )

And I have found a blog online entitled as such. I started reading it, but then I started to scare myself and decided not to jump the gun on what horrors lay ahead of me ( Read more... )

I finally purchased an awesome, sweet, new laptop. That works! Now with the prospect of being able to type while lying in bed, I may actually find time for livejournal again. However, that is all for now. <3

I've got one of those memories locked in, an anecdote if you will, which every time I tell I begin with "I'll never forget this time that..." but I might as well record it now on the off chance that some day I might forget ( Read more... )

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The love of my life is having a baby with his current girlfriend. I don't even know how to feel about this. I know a part of me is devastated. Repeatedly in our history one or both of us would be in a relationship, but they would always, always end and we'd find our ways back to each other. Albeit briefly, because I lived too far from him to ( Read more... )

I think if I had a working laptop I would post in here more often ( Read more... )

I told myself that after I got my breast MRI results, I would quit smoking. Either I would have cancer, and the subsequent medications/treatment would forbid smoking. Or I wouldn't have cancer, and I won't have that looming anxiety in the back of my mind. Well, got the results, and YAY! Negative for cancer :) So, now I need to put serious effort ( Read more... )

No, you'll never have to see me again. I'm out :)
Alright bye

No, dude, I could have fallen in love with that girl last night. You mean no one here got her number?
Nah, man.
FUUUUUCK!

Sometimes things happen in life that you choose to ignore or try to forget. I had this one event, typically I'll forget all about it for 2 or 3 years, then something in conversation or day dreaming will trigger the memory. Frequently over the years I've wondered if I imagined the whole thing, but I can't accept that as truth. I'm going to record it ( Read more... )