Guys can be really confusing. They tell you they like you but yet they don't want to be in a relationship. They do everything that would be done if they wanted to be with you in that aspect, but always pop out with the whole "I don't want a relationship". It gets sickening to hear after awhile. You get told "I like you and I want to get to know ( Read more... )

Last night, I took Brian to see Twilight since his birthday was Thursday. He enjoyed it. It was my second time watching it, so I already knew what was going to happen. We had these 3 girls sitting behind us and they were annoying the shit out of me. I wanted to just smack them around a little but I didn't. I just tried my best to ignore them ( Read more... )

The last time I wrote anything in here it was just after the time Jesse and I broke up. Well since then, he tried to get back with me numerous times and each time I turned him down. He tried to overdose due to that fact and ended up losing his kid because of it. He pretty much turned into a complete train wreck since we broke up. It showed me ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm pretty much done with Jesse. We broke up as of Wednesday. I packed all my stuff and was completely out that same night. So now I'm living in Warwick with a friend and her husband until I can get the money to get my own place. The whole thing sucks. I guess the toughest part is the fact that we spent a year and a half together and for ( Read more... )

From the looks of things, we might be moving up to Gloster withing the next week or two. Things down here are just getting bad between us and the restaurant in front. We knew that the owners of CHOP were going to take over at some point, but they had promised Jesse that they would not evict us due to the fact that he has a baby. Sure enough ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. After work, I went up to Megan's where we proceeded to go to Uno's for dinner. Needless to say, we both ended up getting drunk. I had to stop drinking because I was getting this weird sharp pain in my chest. I didn't want to stop but the pain got bad. After dinner (and much swerving) we went back to Megan's house where we ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to do anymore with anything in my life. My relationship is far from being great. I'm trying everything that I can to be there for Jesse with everything that he's going through. I'm trying so hard to do everything and it's just driving me into a deep depression. I just don't know if I'm capable of going through with this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish life wasn't so stressful. If only things could be so much easier. To start things off, I overcharged on my credit card accidentally and now owe a shit load on it. I called them up to make a lower payment and they are allowing me to but will be charging me a late fee the fuckers. It's just been so hard trying to keep up ( Read more... )

Well today is on the warm side for a change. This morning was actually warmer than what its been for a high most of the week. It's refreshing to see that Spring is just about here. Tomorrow we have to turn back the clocks and hopefully I'll remember. It's weird that they changed it to March from April, but they have their sick twisted way to ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to wonder how much he really wants to be with me. Things just haven't been the same with us since the incident back in December when his so called "best friend" told me that they slept together while they were bothe drunk that night. He told me when he sobered up that he knows he didn't do anything with her, but how can you trust ( Read more... )