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Last night was fun. After work, I went up to Megan's where we proceeded to go to Uno's for dinner. Needless to say, we both ended up getting drunk. I had to stop drinking because I was getting this weird sharp pain in my chest. I didn't want to stop but the pain got bad. After dinner (and much swerving) we went back to Megan's house where we tried to watch Underworld. I kept falling asleep and waking up to my own snoring. It was kinda funny if you think of it. I eventually left and went home and straight to bed.
Woke up this morning just so I can head to work like I have been every Saturday since March (minus the week I had to miss because I got hit by a car). The day was chaotic. One of the guys went to my stop because he thought it was on his route so I had to do part of his so he could catch up on time. It sucks being the fastest person in the department. But it doesn't matter because my check is going to look good again like how it has been.
Now this leads me to Jesse. We just got into yet another stupid arguement. How many do you need to go through before you finally say that it's enough and you just leave? I don't know what keeps me here to be honest. I should just go so this way I can be happy but I end up staying anyways. He's always accusing me of cheating even though I haven't. But maybe I should so this way he will actually have what he's been accusing me of. I wonder why I always get stuck with the psychos and weirdos. What I would pay just to have someone semi normal for once. It's sad that I feel more comfortable with my friend Mike than I do my own bf. Too bad he has a bf LOL. I wish I was drunk right now then I'd feel a lot better but instead I'm dling a ton of music while he's in the bedroom bitching about me and saying I'm trying to hook up. Oh well he can think what he wants. I just don't care anymore. We'll just see what happens.
Woke up this morning just so I can head to work like I have been every Saturday since March (minus the week I had to miss because I got hit by a car). The day was chaotic. One of the guys went to my stop because he thought it was on his route so I had to do part of his so he could catch up on time. It sucks being the fastest person in the department. But it doesn't matter because my check is going to look good again like how it has been.
Now this leads me to Jesse. We just got into yet another stupid arguement. How many do you need to go through before you finally say that it's enough and you just leave? I don't know what keeps me here to be honest. I should just go so this way I can be happy but I end up staying anyways. He's always accusing me of cheating even though I haven't. But maybe I should so this way he will actually have what he's been accusing me of. I wonder why I always get stuck with the psychos and weirdos. What I would pay just to have someone semi normal for once. It's sad that I feel more comfortable with my friend Mike than I do my own bf. Too bad he has a bf LOL. I wish I was drunk right now then I'd feel a lot better but instead I'm dling a ton of music while he's in the bedroom bitching about me and saying I'm trying to hook up. Oh well he can think what he wants. I just don't care anymore. We'll just see what happens.