had a realy great day with Neil today, I worked in the morning, We went and brought Neils new sun glasses, then we went up to greytown and saw his parents, then up to Masterton where we got his superfly new flares. We had coffee with his oldies, then caught up with Mum, Dad and Charmaine breifly. Went to see Jess and her family. Got some delicious ( Read more... )

Got a new Job yesterday, at the call center, strange I managed to get given a job I never even aplied for ut its all good, I start at five tonight. I called up and got my lab results, turns out Im not dying of anything strange this week. its realy nice and sunny today, I think I might go and get something tasty to eat before work... Curry, Subway ( Read more... )

Work this morning wasnt as horrible as I had expected, it was realy sunny when I got up so I was all wide awake and sunshiney. All hell broke loose at work when Carl went on his lunch break, I was in the bakery all my my self, and I had to work out how to bake the bread, put some more in the prover, sort out a few customer moans, bag some bread, ( Read more... )

Today has gotten off to a fucken shitty start, Im getting sick again (For the fourth fucken time this month), My Doctor is away, Im so broke, and I hate myself.... All I can do it moan right now, But no one understands how I feel. I miss my Mum, But theres nothing I can do about that. I feel like I cant even manage my own life, Im always having to ( Read more... )

Woke up late today, Going to town this afternoon to meet up with Anna, and Rebecca. Then Im going to see Marina at six. I hate being so broke, and its going to get worse before it gets better, I had to take all of last week off work so my pay cheque is going to be so scrawny. I might check out Annas work, she works for the same people that own Cafe ( Read more... )

I feel empty, Like there is nothing inside me, or mabey it is that I feel naked, like there is nothing covering what is inside... either way It just doesnt feel right, I feel fragil but Im apathetic. I cant be who I used to be anymore, I dont want to be, or mabey its that I dont have it in me anymore. I dont know what I can be instead. So Ill just ( Read more... )

Work was chronicly boring, I hadnt been in for a week, and it was back to the same old shit. Neil is going to take Sam to the airport, so I guess Ill just stay here, mabey walk over to my place and hang up my washing, That washing machiene is so slow. I talked to Roger (the landlord) yesterday, apperently its not just that one guy complaining about ( Read more... )

its fucking cold and I have gotten sick [Again] I am so not impressed, Im fucking constantly sick, it just keeps coming back, and when this fucking tonsilitis is delt with Ill be about due for a repeat smear, to sort out last smears abnormal celll change, and I hope like fuck that doesnt mean cancer ( Read more... )

In Masterton again, came up yesterday. Managed to get a bit of opp shopping in, before seeing the parents. I got a Retro striped sweater, pink and red, and white with flared sleeves. Going to be meeting Mum and Dad for lunch at Stellar. No major parental dramas, only the drama and panic of spilling coffee on Neils superfly shirt... Thank God it ( Read more... )

Fuck . I . Love . Portishead .
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