We have found a place to live, now all we are waiting for is welfare to approve it, Im going to be fucking shitty if they dont. Im realy sick of not having my own place, its driving me crazy having to stay with people all the time, its a total fucking drag being homeless. last night we went to see Amy after we saw Dan, Amy was fine and she said she ( Read more... )

I went to the Doctor yesterday, I managed to get some Sleeping pils and some Anti-nausia pills. I went and got a whole lot of blood tests, when I went into the lab to have it done I knew the nurse, she was one of my old high school teachers. Went to see Kate.M yesterday, then off on a mission to find this young guy Ben, then to fing Amy, then to go ( Read more... )

Im sitting in Charmaignes lounge room, its cold, Im listening to A Tribe Called Quest, waiting for Neil to come up here from Greytown. I had such a bad sleep last night, If it wasnt so cold I would have just gotten up and done things all night. Im going to the Doctor today I think, I want to try and get some Zotab, Sleeping pills, or mabey some of ( Read more... )

Fuck that Hooch is skunky,I can smell it from here.

So just about two weeks ago that little faggot Paulie tells everyone in the flat they have to be out by Fiday, he gives us one weeks notice, and so Neil and I go to stay with this Guy and his missus ( Read more... )

I was worrying for a reason, something bad happened, right after my last update, as soon as I had written that I was worried. I got a phone call and something bad happened. We need to get out of here, we need to fly away, run away, we cant do this anymore, we cant live here, we cant stay this unhealthy. We need to go, soon. Shit he scares me ( Read more... )

"Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a big fucking television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disk players and electrical tin openers...choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on the couch, watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing junk food into ( Read more... )

I fucking hate this part of it, the waiting, I wonder where he has gone I thought he would be back sooner, mabey he is going to work first. I worry about him when I dont know where he is, like maybe he had a car accident or something, or maybe he isnt okay. I guess hes done his thing and now hes going to work, I know he wants to quit but I guess ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I last updated, Ive been having a good time. Been doing a lot of drugs, having lots of fun, Moving into neils flat, that was supposed to happen a week ago, but Im getting there slowly, I just cant be bothered with all the packing, But now there is someone moving into my flat on Monday so I have to get out. I owe about $ ( Read more... )

I want my Mum to come and look after me, I just want a nice meal, and somewhere nice to stay and I wish all my bills were sorted out, they are just never going to get paid. I want someone to look after me after the abortion, and for fucks sakes I have a stupid SES Assessment the fucking day after it, Which is not a good time for me, but Its pretty ( Read more... )