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Work was chronicly boring, I hadnt been in for a week, and it was back to the same old shit. Neil is going to take Sam to the airport, so I guess Ill just stay here, mabey walk over to my place and hang up my washing, That washing machiene is so slow. I talked to Roger (the landlord) yesterday, apperently its not just that one guy complaining about the noise, it was a few people, but for fucks sake I am so quiet, I never have thesterio up as loud a I want and I dont do half of the things I was accused of in my warning letter, so Im a bit over the whole thing, Quite sick of those dramas, I want to move to a nicer place, where I can make more noise than a fucking mouse... But money... Such is life. Went to a meeting last night, Im finding then realy boring theese days. I called Marina last night too, had a big long talk. Im realy quit insane, I dont know how or why or what, but I just feel strange, all the time its some drama with me. Im thinking mabey Im not as into poll and the Cue room as I think I am, Im not that good at pool, and I never feel like staying ther for long, and half the time I dont get into it at all. But then I think if I dont go play pool what the fuck is there to do with myself. I just dont have hobbies or interests like that. I dont have pastimes.... Its realy quite disturbing.... Im seeing Marina on Wednesday night, at six, I guess we will go over to her place and hang out. Going to the sex clinic today if Neil gets back from the airport in time, Going in for a STD test and probably a repeat smear, cos my last one had abnormal cell change, so I had to repeat it in six months which is probably quite soon anyway. I seriously hope its not cancer or some hella STD, probably caught something off Kate .M, Shes been around a bit, with some dodgey guys.
Anna invited me to go horseriding on the weekend, I wonder if thats still on, Im fucken broke but she said she could loan me the money, I guess it would be good to do something with the girls. Fuck who Am I? I feel like Im noone.
Anna invited me to go horseriding on the weekend, I wonder if thats still on, Im fucken broke but she said she could loan me the money, I guess it would be good to do something with the girls. Fuck who Am I? I feel like Im noone.