watch now as each personality splits and you all get to witness this arrogant cynicism you all wanted to see because that's what pays, that's what your money is for, that's the fabrication i'm supposed to be, don't turn away if the sight begins to disgust because i'm like all of you, i'm every one of you, i'm the dirty voice in the back of your ( Read more... )

ok, sorry about that last one...i was a little off my own hinges, everything is cool now ( Read more... )

I think tomorrow I'm getting part of my tattoo design done, the part I'm getting done (or at least having it designed by the artist) is the word "romance" with roses and stuff around it. It's part of a design in my head that I have worked out...well I don't know, I'm getting something tattooed on my body that I completely lack in my life...that's ( Read more... )

you can make any moment dramatic by playing soft piano and like fuckin violins behind it, like i could be like "man, I used to play kickball in school, then we lost the ball, that's why we played cops and robbers"...that's all i had to say.

Well, I'm exhausted as fuck from all that's been going around me. I woke up at five pm today because I've been so tired from all of the stuff I've been doing...maybe it was just the blunt I smoked which caused me to go into laughing fits as I was watching televangelism and then caused me to fall asleep sitting up last night. Well anyway a lot has ( Read more... )

Well, I've done pretty much nothing with my spring break so far ladies and gents. I've become a recluse, hiding in my house, watching 24 dvd's and conspiring against the government at large...ok I haven't been doing that but yes I have finished the second season of 24 within three or four days, that's like 20 or so hours of television, at one point ( Read more... )

i picked out all of my classes and registered for next semester, so far i'm taking ( Read more... )

oh, p.s. my new journal background was a picture put together by joe stec, he goes to marist and he's pretty sick at the graphic design whatnot, also he's a rad guy

i'm still not happy here, what is wrong with me? why am i so fussy and difficult, why can't i just be satisfied and enjoy this college life like everyone else is. I'm so god damn lonely that it's not even funny, i refuse to settle for just anyone...well, i guess i get what i deserve ( Read more... )

Dear world ( Read more... )