Mar 14, 2006 02:27
i'm still not happy here, what is wrong with me? why am i so fussy and difficult, why can't i just be satisfied and enjoy this college life like everyone else is. I'm so god damn lonely that it's not even funny, i refuse to settle for just anyone...well, i guess i get what i deserve.
i'm watching a show about plastic surgery as these beautiful doctors keep saying how safe and easy these procedures are. Whatever happened to people just being beautiful they way they are, but I guess i'm hypocritical in saying so if i can't handle my own pyhsical flaws and live with them. Of course these doctors look perfect, you wouldn't want to advertise what your saying without having the seller themselves cut and pumped full of silicone to become what seems to be, perfection, in this modern world.
I had to take my lip ring out, I need to get a hair cut, my hair is getting ridiculous.
I'm listening to a song called "return of the bling" by reggie and the full effect, it's getting me all sad and whatnot. It reminds me too much of the end of highschool.
I really hate this place, I really don't want to go to college for the next three years, please don't leave me a comment telling me to.