Wow...I am finally working at a wonderful God given job. and I can honestly say I am happy. I have been ready for this for so long. and now i'm finally prooving i can do it. i can live in this day and age. i can be independent and servive. I and a working girl with a very good job. I am so excited. what will be my next adventures. i wonder. what ( Read more... )

Time can only tell
What will be brought from this.
I keep missing you,
But you're to far away to see me cry.

When I dream
I am soaring through clouds.
Flying with these wings.
Flying like I used to,
When I was in your arms.

We have grown older
Grown a little more mature.
Yet I still feel so young
When I think of us at sixteen.

But I do dream
And I soar through ( Read more... )

She would change everything, everything just ask her. caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster. She wishes everything for happy ever after. caught in the in between a beautiful disaster. She juss needs someone to take her home ( Read more... )

  There has been a plot buzzing in my head waiting for me to gather my thoughts and release it's beauty on paper, for all to see. finally these past few days I've been able to gather up enough of an idea as to how it should be written, for me to start writing. I am so very happy. It's been in my mind for over three months now....even longer than ( Read more... )

I am so very content. I have actually been content for a week now. YAY!. lol. Contentment is such a wonderful thing. I am so amazed and satisfied. God has me here  in this place of my life for a reason...and it's time for me to trust Him in everything. If I am trusting Him..then What more should I want or pursue? nothing. I am absolutely and ( Read more... )

I am completely infuriated with the world. I am mad that some high and might holier than thou people are assuming things they shouldn't. One is confronting where she has no bizness to confront. One is asuming where he has no proof of anything. If anyone thinks I am pursuing someone and got the notion to tell someone...You are dead wrong. I am ( Read more... )

When I sleep
I become a child.
When I dream 
I see you.
I am broken
Broken somehow.
You are there
To lift me up.
To dry my tears.
To cheer me up.
You hold me
Against your ebony skin.
Your strong arms
Around me.

So tell me now.
How do I meet you
In real life.
How do I find you
To fall into your arms.
To fall in love
With my Midnight Angel.
I want to be
Where you are.
You ( Read more... )

  What have I done. I took away the rare beauty of the first kiss. I've broken hearts. I've been the victum of lust. And have not gained the knowledge of what real love feels like. I hope that the next man who enters into my life, loves me. I hope that he be the one that God has been preparing for me. I pray that God sends me a husband, a man to ( Read more... )

With the faith as big as a mustard seed, you can move mountains ( Read more... )

so it's 2:17am and haha...no sleep for me...me=praying....me=journaling..me=alone time with God.
so yah prayers for me right now would be good...
I hide wut I feel too much..so I don't have to hear someone else cry.
and so I need alot of  one on one time with God right now..
luv you all
missy