it must be ((me))

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

as i layed in the bath tonight - i had so many
things running through my mind. the one question
i can't keep asking myself is .. "i wonder if i'm the reason."i must of went wrong somewhere in life to be

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[chelle_izzle]

erg! i wish you were 2 years older, id show you that your looks and shit dont matter, someones going to stumble upon you one day and want you for YOU not for your looks and everything that relates to that. you have to show them that you have an awesome personality and you can do what they like to do, and dont get mixed up with your friends and your bf. your friends if they are truely your friends will ALWAYS be there for you, your boyfriend will not. youll quickly learn that, dont keep rushing yourself to finding a boyfriend, someone is out there for you. maybe tyler is or isnt the right one. but i promise you, that THEY will come to you. so go on with your life have fun while you can, your still young you shouldnt worry about settling down with someone right now, you have so much more important things to accomplish before your ready to find THE ONE. trust me, im finding that out to late. you have to first finish off the year and go through summer before your a senior, then all the fun stuff comes along, "your lasts" aka dances and

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

michelle - your right. your totally right about everything. i am a (sucker for boys) lol. i guess i need to stop being so damn negative about everything. thats what everyone tells me. just because me and tyler aren't excatly talking like we used to/hanging out.. i need to stop saying nothing will happen, because maybe one day everything will turn around. i guess i am just rushing into finding a boyfriend and i'm tearing myself down about it. but your totally right. even if tyler isn't the one, i always got him as a friend, and theres always "one" out there for me. i really need to just start caring about school and graduating before i get depressed about not having a boyfriend. and even though it really is depressing to see someone go their whole life though high school and have one boyfriend, i need to just not let myself get down about it, like always. i'm always drowning myself with all these thoughts and blaming myself, when it could just be the guys around me. and even though its pry gonna be awhile, i guess i am just gonna have

[magickal_leo706]

I only have one thing to say, I love you, and i know that doesn't make you feel any better, it probably gets you pissed off but im telling you anyways. You need to stop beating yourslef up about all this shit, stop thinking so damn negative. You have a lot going for you and you need to realize how much of a beautiful/ fun/ smart(yes you are)/ and funny awesome-wanna be hanging out with you all the time- girl you are. HONESTLY, im serious, a blind man could see that! Well i love you and if you feel like talking give me a call sweety.

p.s. that was more than one thing by the way :)

[take_me_a_w_a_y]

thanks hun. i love you too <3 did i just say that? damn. lmao.

[magickal_leo706]

OMG..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................you just said "hun".........................................................................................................................................................and ..........................................................................................................................................Ilove you...........................................................................................in the SAME sentence. Sombody call the guiness world book of records!!!!!!! love ya back