Feb 20, 2005 21:44
as i layed in the bath tonight - i had so many
things running through my mind. the one question
i can't keep asking myself is .. "i wonder if i'm the reason."
i must of went wrong somewhere in life to be
the person i am today. when it comes to wanting a
boyfriend, i must of did something wrong. did i
not wear enough makeup? am i not beautiful? am i
not funny enough? theres so many un-answered
questions. is it just the guys @ my school? or
is it just really me? is it because i'm shy? or
just plain out not good enough? i don't care if
everyone says a boyfriend isn't worth the
heartbreaks and the tears, but i just wanna know
what its like to deal with the heartbreaks and
just to deal with the fact someone loves me for me.
i just want the person i like the most to like me
back for me. i just want him to be able to know how
i feel and i want him to feel the same way for me.
i just want (someone)-(anyone)
to want to be with me.
to love me.
to care for me.
to like me.. [for me]