What Am i in it for?

I am happy, yes? sometimes.. no. occasionaly.

I know you say things that may be cute at the time but i kno you flirt with others.

i flirt.ya.its who i fucking am.and its not even to a bad extent.i hug. ya? big deal. i dont kiss boys on the cheek repeatly when your in the same 10 ft as me you would kill me! and yet..YOU KISS A ( Read more... )

yo ive been tagged by ALEX.MOTHER.MARIE.FUCKING.LUNN.-

PHOBIAS
1. death/lossing people
2. spider/sharks/deepwater/robbers/rapist/murders/LIFE lol
3. getting caught for shit
4. being alone

i tag no one. cuz i am a live journal.loner lol

Holy crap

warped tour

cruces

TOMORROW

bitches.

i own.

gah i want to throw myself out of a window

too bad i dont have a upstairs, and jumping off the roof would leave me with a few broken bones

GAHHHH I hate CONFUSION BAN IT.

Ban hurt!

Ban pain!

ban players!

Ban sluts!

Ban misunderstanding!

ban fighting!

ban fakeness!

ban school!

ban homework

ban AGE-LIMITS..FUCK!

Ban DRINKING AGE!

ban LAWS

ban money ( Read more... )

THIS IS MY STUPID POINTLESS ENTRY INCULDING ANY SONG I WANT TO SING AT THE MOMENT SO LIVE WITH IT LOL

ya..your so yesterday...

"she lets me drive her car so i can score a eighth with the lesbians.."

WAIT

i Have a story (it has to do with music lol) then i will go back to my singing cuz i kno u want it..

Ok so me and Jordan got in this fight ( Read more... )

You are the Ghost

Of everything

...

THAT IM NOT

BUT I WANT TO BE!

dear black good bye

dont forget to write

your name inside

of my life

I kno...

its hard to make this work...

WHEN YOUR ALL ALONE!!!!!!

I've been WAITING for SO LONGGGG to HOLD YOU in my armsssss!

I've been waiting for so long to hold you in my arms, ( Read more... )

"I've been waiting for so long to hold you in my arms, embrace forever, my sweet girl"

oh god, do you kno wat that is from!?

Blue burns orange-Hawthorne heights

**FLASHBACK**

December 20 somethin.

Bio class-Fone starts vibrating *gets excited*

**READING TEXT**

++I've been waiting for so long, to hold you in my arms, embrace forever, my sweet ( Read more... )

So I got caught sneakin out couple weeks ago..gah everythings fine now i can even see jordan. but so much as happened i dont kno where to start :( He took me to the mountains to a view of the whole city, it was pretty damn amazing except..i dont kno. im so lost god damnit. He is SO perfect and yet..NOT. i fucking hate. life. i dont kno why but i do ( Read more... )

I need to catch up :(

I'm stayin up all night writing journals.

Summer '05.

doesn't seem like it, seems like this year was such a fucking hell i would never effing get out of it and when i am out of it, im like waiting for more drama to come around. i just need time to smooth myself lol ? smooth wat the hell? lol

Ok. so i got new clothes on sunday, it was so exciting :) and on monday Paige called me (finally) ( Read more... )