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So I got caught sneakin out couple weeks ago..gah everythings fine now i can even see jordan. but so much as happened i dont kno where to start :( He took me to the mountains to a view of the whole city, it was pretty damn amazing except..i dont kno. im so lost god damnit. He is SO perfect and yet..NOT. i fucking hate. life. i dont kno why but i do its just too much. blah blah, maybe im paranoid when i call him at midnight and i hear girls in the background...but then why would he treat me differently like how he talks, like when i thought a girl was around he would call me babe, love, baby, doll, anything he will say "hey wat up" and be al short withme and kind rude. but wat the fuck ugh
i dont deserve shittitiititt
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god