It makes me laugh that the last comment I got on a LJ entry was Jan 12th 2009 and it was my official move in to the new house date. Now here I am back at the old house with everything completely different. You could say I'm not one for change but that seems a little hypocritical when nothing has been the same recently. I was so optimistic about ( Read more... )

Things are getting there, kind of. The new year brings hopes of some possible opportunities I've been trying to grasp at. My list of problems doesn't seem to be waxing or waning but merely just replacing old ones with new ones. My job is fun, I'm never bored to say the least. It's set me back a little financially from my old job but I'm happy I ( Read more... )

Hmmm. It's about that time I come clean. I'm not sure my intentions are pure or that I have the same feelings that you may have. As previously stated I enjoy the time we spend together but I'm not 100% sure I'm looking for something serious, hence the lack of me contacting you as much as I should. On the other hand you seem to only be attracted ( Read more... )

I don't even really know what's going on much anymore. I come back home to find everything is pretty much the same which is good/bad. It seems we've almost fell back into that groove of me being the mediator between everyone's problems in the house. I'm used to it but it's not gonna be a permanent title. I won't let it all go down this path ( Read more... )

Well I have most of my stuff moved over to my parent's house beyond a few small things that won't go until last minute. To be honest I thought I would feel different after getting my things here and thought I would miss the house and not being there but that hasn't happened. It's almost a relief in a way. I love my roommates to death but there ( Read more... )

Well my interest was peaked I do believe.  It's cool, nothing I'm looking to take far but it's just nice to be able to talk with someone that doesn't know me or any of the things that make me crazy ( Read more... )

It's strange to think I haven't actually been at my house since Thursday.  I guess I just needed a break away from there to make me realize there's more out there beyond those walls.  I have to say I've been busy everyday though whether it's been in a good or bad way.  Friday I chilled with Mike, Tom, Carlos, and Fronius.  Good times to say the ( Read more... )

Well New York was one hell of a trip.  Had some great nights, took some cool photos, ate some amazing food, danced with a beautiful girl and just made myself realize how complicated things can truly be.  The only thing holding us back is us.  Whether it be were too afraid to take a leap or just too afraid to even talk about it.  We both know it's ( Read more... )

   What can I say?  This has been an enjoyable time off aside from the fact that I will have this in the back of my mind until a new opportunity arises.  I hate thinking about finances even when they shouldn't be worrying me for several months down the line.  For whatever reason one of my main concerns in life is being able to support myself in the ( Read more... )

Well my limits were tested and this is the outcome.  Opportunity called and and I meet with her at 4:30 p.m.  With any luck this will be the change I've been chasing after and if there's anything I've learned throughout my life it's that I get too comfortable in situations and that makes me not take chances.  There's been too much change in my life ( Read more... )