My back is so swollen it looks like i have a golf ball in there. I really don't wanna go back to the doctor but the pain is getting to the poi nt where I can't walk ( Read more... )

I feel like using this again, because I know no one I actually know reads it. Maybe random people do, but maybe they're people that could help me out in ways I can't seem to help myself ( Read more... )

Wow..it's been a while ( Read more... )

So. I'm not gonna make this very in depth for certain reasons ( Read more... )

Things are weird.
I still don't know what I want in life.

A huge part of me doesn't want to go back to school next year. I don't have it in me to be there. I feel extremely incapable of going. My doctor won't write a home bound note, and I really don't know what to do.

It's impossible to talk to anyone about this because NO ONE not even myself, ( Read more... )

im starting new again ( Read more... )

new life ( Read more... )

i think im becoming really addicted to losing weight ( Read more... )

It's weird. I know no one reads this but yet I still write from time to time ( Read more... )

I may not know what love is, but I'm pretty sure what I feel for him is almost it. Its been almost 2 years, and everything I ever felt, is still the same. Nothing at all has changed. It's rediculous. I hate the fact that he has a girlfriend, and most likely will end up marrying her or something. I don't even think they are in love, I think they ( Read more... )