ew, someone ordered a bagel with lox today, and it was the first time in years that i've actually touched, with my bare hands, meat. my fucking hands still smell like it, and i've been off of work for hours. gad. anyhoo, town is really weird right now. major dramaramas on every corner, and i'm tryin my li'l damndest to stay away from that ess. ( Read more... )

some real jerky effed up ess has been conspiring in our little hamlet. a couple of people were totally taped saying some real rude things about two very sweet wonderful people. the fact that it's recorded on tape kinda makes me laugh - like all those times someone is fake nice to you while they secretly make up dumb reasons to talk crap on you ( Read more... )

so like, one time i was pretty sure what i was going to do with my life. and then, like this other time, i was pretty happy with where i was at. i'm living in the "now" now, and i seriously don't know where the hell i'm at, and this does not make me fell very happy-like. a few things keep the ol' noggin above water, though. went to the beach with ( Read more... )

world, lemme just say that if you are thinkin' about kickin' a 'tude, being condescending, being a jerkface, or just wanting to say something downright rude to someone - think about how dumb and pathetic you are about to sound. think of how desperate you are gonna look, how transparent your condescending comments are, and how much of a needy ( Read more... )

okay, i'd like to start off by saying a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNIE ADAMS!!! and second of all, world, i wanna say that this weather RULES! my "seasonal depression" as those clinical idiots call normal crap weather moods is almost lifted, even though i still struggle to get outta bed before 3pm. oh wait, i squeeze days of our lives in at 1, but ( Read more... )

well, i just got back from colorady, and it's just now hitting me. i'm back here. i just want to cry, because spending the weekend with jeff was sooo amazing and fun, and now i'm right back where i started from, right back here in hagvilletown, usa. i can already feel the black cloud front moving in, and i hafta break away before i get sucked into ( Read more... )

goodness gracious land sakes alive, i am ready to get the aich outta here. if it wasn't for robby (w., not robby plant), i think i'd lose my effing mind. he's one of my oldest friends that i'ma gonna miss real bad when i move. hopefully him and trina will come to chicago to visit and have some vacation fun. he's like one of those friends that knows ( Read more... )

the night before last i had the most real feeling dream i've had in a long time. not real like, "oh dudes it could totally happen," real like when i woke up i still felt like it happened, and it took me a few minutes to recover. damn! i dreamt that i was at my friend rani's old house, and for some reason, it was totally normal that owen and luke ( Read more... )

damn, i was just thinking about last year's february, and how much it was a total suckfest. hmmmm, lets see... my boyfriend at the time's birthday was on valentine's day, so i thought we would have a blast. he opted to fly to portland to visit this girl he used to hook up with all the time. luckily it was seamus and julie's wedding weekend, and ( Read more... )

i was looking at peectures from tommy's b-day last year at la casa, and it made me happy and sad. happy, becuase it was so much fun! sad, because only tommy, roger w.g.(to be said like "andrew w.k."), ivy, and i are the only remaining cast members from that episode here in town. i miss all of yous ladies and dudes! i hope tommy had a good birthday ( Read more... )