Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever

aaahhhhhhhhhhhh........ ok. so...........like i said earlier, i've got a lot on my mind.  and remember how i said (several posts ago) that i hated this area and can't wait to get out?  well, i still hate it, but i may have a temporary escape.  ( Read more... )

Back home we've got a lot of shit on our minds

We're always behind on something cause there's not enough time

i've got a lot of shit on my mind right now. not sure of what to do or how to handle certain situations.  i fucking hate lies and deceit, yet they are a part of my life.  i'm sure most of you have no idea what i'm talking about, but a few ( Read more... )

in class. bored. as usual. not working today. took a vacation day to go see tim's stand up tonight. that and i need a day off from work. so.......after this class is over, i'm heading home, grabbing something to eat, probably going to get my hair cut, going back home, showering, then maybe doing some homework before heading to Wright State. ( Read more... )

Holy hell......four weeks into the winter quarter, and i have the highest grade in my geology class. how the hell did that happen? it's an 8am class, i don't pay attention, and i skipped two classes last week??? hahaha........ maybe it's because i'm actually doing the homework more than three hours before it's due. oh well. midterm is friday, ( Read more... )

notes to self ( Read more... )

so i heard on the radio that today is supposed to be the most depressing day of the year. great...........i'll let you know if that's true or not later.

Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
'cuz you don't wana be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared

I don't remember where ( Read more... )

i don't want to be here. i can't stand this pathetic patch of land we call home. 21 years in this hell, and what do i have to show for it? $12,000 in debt, still in school, working a job that's beginning to get on my last nerve. why can't things go back to the way they used to be? back when we didn't have a care in the world. a time before ( Read more... )

some of you may say that i'll regret it some day, but you'd be wrong.  i got a tattoo today.  but before you run off to find the nearest phone to call me and tell me i'm stupid, read what i have to say.  for those of you who know me or anything about my family knows that my grandpa has been sick with colon cancer for the past few years.  he has a ( Read more... )

allow me to revisit something.... come on, you can join me if you wish.......

ok.....now that that is out of the way.......last night........

i had a good time.  didn't watch the ball drop, as i'm sure most of you did.  therefore, it is still 2005 to me.  yeah, you heard me.  the new year does not happen unless you watch the fucking ball drop.  ( Read more... )

Bengals game is on. must go watch it. i'll leave you with this ( Read more... )