Anyone in the world can tell you if they think they're capable of raising a child. That's one of those things you can feel. It's like saying "I know I can run 12 miles" Raising a kid is something you really have to devote yourself to and you know if you have that kid of dedication. And I think once you realize YOUR FUCKING CRAZY and the way you ( Read more... )

On Monday night I came back from Florida ( Read more... )

no but seriously, like what happened these past 3 days.

i woke up congested, one swollen eye, multiple brusies, sore in every spot imagineablelelelele, bloody nose, sore throat... and seriously, the list goes on.

haha what have i been putting myself through, i have no idea.

hipnotic would taste good if it didnt taste so shitty. yeah.

My birthday was amazing

driving is a new obsession

bp is my new home
and kevins house.

my mom makes good meatballs.

today was a great day.

I haven't smoked today so I'm in a deeper thinking stage than normally.
It's going to be one of the entries you all wait for.
haha

So for my brithday last year David and I were together. He bought me this hemp bracelet that I wear everyday. He got me the SOFTEST stuffed animal I've ever had. I sleep with it everynight.
Just recently we began to talk.
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so how about that. my birthday is a week from today. i need to start doing things for the last time while being 16. haha im gay.

my birthday weekend plans have already begun. they're pretty ridic as of right now. let me know if you want to join. locally ill be around next saturday but next friday were going to seaside.

whats the perfect birthday ( Read more... )

why is it one person can get so obsessed and infatuated with another that they are convinced they'd be happy with them. so what happens when the unthinkable happens, and you get him ?
but wait, it's nothing you expected or wanted.
expectations lead to disappointments.

i don't know what's up but stop it. we both need to stop it. we can't keep treating ( Read more... )

you're all fucking ridic.

blow me, don't fucking try and tell me what to do cuz i don't care what you say. i'll still watch you crumble even though you told me i would.

wow.. what a weird fucking night.
like.. did that just really happen ?
..what is wrong with me.
haha

oh yeah, my myspace is gone. sorry, but lj isn't going anywhere.

so on wednesday me and megan took the jeep out. saw jaimie venelle and called her a slut. it was an amazing day. bike riding in the dark with a flat tire is an almost impossible task.

this is going to be a gloomy entry...

i feel like i can't talk to anyone anymore. i feel like no ones really there. my mom told me i'd make more friends over the summer ( Read more... )