i decided to start journaling again on this. i dont know why i have such a hard time goign to school. its not somethign that comes naturally every morning. if i dont think hard about it and plan my entire day out i just won't go. i've started lying to my mom about goign to classes so i can hang out with peter at night. its one of the only times im ( Read more... )

WELL HOWDY! i dont even knwo if anyone reads this anymore! certainly no one from my new school. even so i will update everyone. it is 2:13 pacific time and i am licensed to drive. in about 2 and a half hours i will be very sneaky and sneak away and not go to school but instead drive around puyallup and tacoma where i will inevitably be very lost. ( Read more... )

would everyone like to email me their mailing addresses?????!!! i am updating my address book!!!

tp083@hotmail.com is my email

WELL I HOPE EVERYONE IS PROUD BECAUSE i am doing better in this state i like to call Washington. and i have a super friend named Rachelle and we listen to a homemade sound system via my ipod on the way to school and do homework at starbucks ( Read more... )

geez louise! i havent been on my lj in FOREVERRRRRR!!!!!!!! yeah so i thought i should! so i dont have a whole lot of exciting news though. maybe i'll tell you guys what i got at the mall yesterday! yeaahhH ( Read more... )

once i start typing i forget everything i wish i could put into words. i felt so stupid today. everything i said was stupid and i looked stupid and everyone thought i was stupid. i feel so stupid around people. theres only two more days of school though. and then two more years... and then the rest of my life. worst case scenario; i'll have a long ( Read more... )

i went to a BBQ at a park with many cute boys yesterday. and now its friday and i have no school. Thus i have a four day weekend.

i had a dream last night... ( Read more... )

20 days of school left for me! 4 days off this weekend. out to a fun filled dinner w/some new friends thursday night. and hiking monday with rachelle. life just feels good sometimes know what i mean?

After a painful personal realization i made 11-ish minutes ago, i was staring out of the blinds by the computer desk in the room i sleep in. I saw the moon and it was big and bright and loverly to say the very least. and i felt like i was in a movie when they show a person smiling at the sky and then have a closeup on the moon. Then they cut to an ( Read more... )

Thanks for noticing, Madeline!