Probably because I've been on a different diary, lol! It's great being able to write and not think people you know are reading it. So, I don't actually think much has happened. Well I haven't updated in about a month so let me think ( Read more... )

Far too much effort to update... And I have to get offline in a couple of minutes. Might update at the weekend if I can get on.

Took Tuesday off work but went in yesterday, not good. Thought I was OK when I woke up so i couldn't really justify taking the day off work. Felt a bit differently on the walk to the bus stop though. Had no energy, thought I was going to collapse. Made it in to work and it took me ages to get the energy to go and make tea-me not able to make tea!! ( Read more... )

Well I got me a nice cough! My dad thinks it's from the air conditioning in work, there's no windows so bugs n stuff can travel easier. Well however I got it, it ain't good. Went in to work today cos one of the girls is on holidays n i didn't want to leave the boss bitch on her own. Should have stayed at home for all the gratitude i got! And it was ( Read more... )

Wow that last entry was a bit heavy! I can guarantee that this one will be a bit of light reading! Haven't been up to much. Went to U2 with Conor last night, didn't see much of it though. Met him at the pub and had a few there and then walked down to Croker and headed straight for the bar. lol. stood outside the door and watched while we drank, ( Read more... )

OK well I'm a stupid idiot. I went and read through your LJ Mike. Reading over the old entries, i thought that maybe we could still be friends. I remembered how much you cared about me and that what we had was special. But reading the latest entries, the ones where your friends reacted to my comment, it brought back just how much you hurt me. And ( Read more... )

I haven't even done anything to celebrate Paddy's day-shocking! I am wearing a green top though, that counts! Was meant to be going out last night instead of tonight (cos im in work tomorrow and dont wana be dying) but it went a bit crap. I met little emma straight after work, we went for dinner and then headed to the cinema to kill some time while ( Read more... )

And I have been for over a month now but i think this is the first time I've been on since my birthday! Amyway nothing much has happened lately, went out on the piss on Friday night, got completely hammered, i mean totally off my face. Had a great night though, ended up with one of James's mates, not sure if he actually knows about it but what's ( Read more... )

I wish I could just pick one feeling and stick to it. Yesterday it was hate and relief, today it's pity. I shouldn't have read his LJ. Ciara will kill me if she finds out. I was even thinking about trying to be friends but I'm not going to. I don't owe him anything. The only person I owe is myself. Not looking backwards, only forwards. So anyway, ( Read more... )

Well... I'm on my own again. The way it should be. The way it always will be. I'm better off for it. Time to concentrate on me. Important things. I'll update again soon and tell my story...