I'm not sure yet if this year has made me a better or worse person. It certainly wasn't fun, and is probably number 3 in the list of worst years of my life (after the year my father disowned me(2000), and the year I discovered my mother was routinely trying to kill herself (1992) so that goes to show how completely sucky it was ( Read more... )

There are people in your life who stay for a while, become your friends, best friends even and though they really seem to matter at the time, you realize later that they had no influence on you've become at all ( Read more... )

I'm so amused! This girl at work, who always calls in with some emergency for why she can't work was complaining to me saturday night when I got thereabout how mean Michelle was to her that afternoon because she had to call in late due to a funeral going overtime. And I was just thinking, well, Michelle had to stay late to cover for you, and you ( Read more... )

It's funny how things work out. I spent months in grand forks trying to find someone with the Twilight series so I could read them. I didn't want to buy them and the library's were always checked out. Every time someone brought it up I asked if they had the books and if I could borrow. NO ONE ever had them. They'd always borrowed the books from ( Read more... )

I have moved. Wow, that was a lot of work. Getting everything settled in and starting the new job and trying to get everything wrapped up from the old job. And then of course they wanted me trained as quick as possible so I worked like a million days in a row right away. But now it's all evening out. And I like the schedule she gave for the next ( Read more... )

I love my cousin, she's closer than a sister to me. She's the only person I'm friends with that has known me my entire life. I'm honored that she's asked me to be in her wedding as a bridesmaid, and more than happy to do so ( Read more... )

i'm so excited, I got into nursing school! Not that it was really in doubt but it was the one thing I was planning the rest of my life on, and now it's really going to happen. I"m nervous about a lot of things, and very excited for a lot of things. I think the next two years are going to be just a crazy as my last month has been. :-P But I'm ready ( Read more... )

Work frustrates me so much some times. The constant bickering and complaining and whining. Jesus, you'd think some of these ladies were teenagers the way they go on. Ugh! And don't get me wrong, I love a good complaining session every now and then, but afterwards I go and do something about it! Don't freak out that something is wrong and then not ( Read more... )

I am so tired! Totally did not get even close to enough sleep over the last few days ( I think I got like 15 hours from thursday to sunday) and I screwed up my whole sleeping schedule so even when I try to sleep I can't. And it's only going to get worse ( Read more... )

Some things are very hard. It's hard to see myself put a lot of work into something and not see any appreciation or results ( Read more... )