You know I truthfully believe no one is suppose to be happy there is always someone to bring you down just when you start feeling anything close to normal. Even if they are not trying to make your life hell then they give you constant reminders of the past to bring you down. I can't wait to get the fuck out of Florida then I can start a new life ( Read more... )

I got my sunshine back nugga. It's took long enough damn. I'm going to try to keep everything on the positive side from now on. I won't let anything bring me down. Tyler is doing better he's starting to act like his old self again and i'm loving every minute of it. Oh yeah by the way i'm the shit just figure i'd throw that out peace

I just got off of work and i'm tired it could be due to the recent insomnia I got last night where I layed in bed and tryed to sleep and eventually watched every 10 minutes pass. I think I got only 1 hour of sleep before going back into work. Recently I had to take tyler to the vet and found he had yeast in his ears and a little infection. 220 ( Read more... )

Look deep into yourself and think to yourself. Has anything you have done made you happy. I have been doing alot of thinking and relized there is alot of things that I would have done differently in my life but all the pain and troubles in my life have made me a stronger person and I feel that has made me a better person. I truly believe if there ( Read more... )

A new bedroom set for my room and for the first time i'm actually excited. I was told that it brings my room together and I thought the same. That's all for now.

Lots of fireworks, um lots of drinking my drink of choice the entire night was jager, bacardi 151, and bud light. I seen some crazy ass shit last night. Let's see if I can remember it all ( on a side note memory gets shot to shit when you start drinking ). I started the night with some jager and then setting off some fireworks, then people started ( Read more... )

Every week I hear from someone that apparently I lose more weight everytime they see me. It makes me laugh. Most guys at work tell me I don't have to workout after work and I don't have to eat healthy well because of my family history and the growing trend that my family has gone through I do. I can now flex in the mirror and a personal thought ( Read more... )

Often called a threat to society ( Read more... )

I worked like any other day but enough of the boring stuff. I got off of work and I realized that the guys I work with are really funny and they have been more friends to me then some of my friends. Not to say I don't still have good friends. I have friends that will be there for me until the day I die. There is a guy Bruce that I work with. Funny ( Read more... )

I was at work today and someone told me I had no personality. I just wasn't feeling myself so I thought about that all day and realized what was I doing wrong. What is with all the hate and sad feelings and the more I thought about it the more it went away. There will be a time where I will be myself again but until then just wait and i'll come ( Read more... )