Ponder on this for a moment
I was at work today and someone told me I had no personality. I just wasn't feeling myself so I thought about that all day and realized what was I doing wrong. What is with all the hate and sad feelings and the more I thought about it the more it went away. There will be a time where I will be myself again but until then just wait and i'll come back slowly but surely. I have contemplated the reasons and the reasons are stupid. I did dedicated most of my free time to exercising and eating right but that won't be a problem I feel more alive then i've been in a while and it's somehow comforting. Peace will live in my life once again and I will feel as free as a bird once I get these restraints off.