Wowie it's been a while since i've updated. Well life is good right now, no not good it's GREAT!!!! Jess and I are wonderful and are school year is just about over. Well let's see in the time that I have not written a lot has happened. I met Jessica's family , her mom, dad, and older brother Albert who came home from Iraq. He's is such a cool guy, ( Read more... )

Well basically shit sucks right now. I feel like ending everything right now because I am so sick and tired of how things are going right now. I AM NOT in love with her anymore and I know that for a fact, but Jess you can go ahead and think whatever the HELL you want. I think that I should just stop talking about it, because it just causes more ( Read more... )

Sooo, this weekend was cool, I went prom dress shopping, and I think I found the one. It's so pertyful!! I worked a lot like always. Friday I went out with my family to eat and man is my mom a bitch or what?!?! She is really getting on my nerves right now. Why does she have to act this way?!?!?!? I don't want her to be the reason Jess and I break ( Read more... )

Sooooooo I feel like shit, everything is bad right now. I am sick as a dog, I'm confused about everything, I am a bad girlfriend and I hate my job and I hate school.  Well I got really sick and I think I'm dying, but really at this point I really don't care.  Last weekend was a horrible weekend except for the fact that Jess snuck over and we had ( Read more... )

Alright so I FINALLY told Jessica how I was feeling. It felt good because it's been eating me alive and it's not that I can't talk to my girlfriend I can I mean she's my best friend I just didn't want her to get mad at me. I don't want her to think that I don't want to be with her, because I do, I cannot imagina my life without her. She is my ( Read more... )

I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!I LOVE ( Read more... )

Well I hate myself people, I don't know what to do anymore. I lvoe my girlfriend with all my heart, I do and I cannot imagine my life without her. She completes me!!!! I just hate the way I am feeling. Why can't I just get over it already. Well today was okay it ended good, but I just keep making her angry and what if I push her away from me?!?!?! ( Read more... )

Hello everybody!!!!!!!!! Well hope all is well for everyone, let's see what's up with Gina?!?!? Well we beat Taft yesterday 6-1. I sucked at hitting. In the first inning I was playing outfield and I stepped into a hole. I know it sounds funny and it kind of is, but my ankle is so fucked up it's not even funny. It looks like there is a tennis ball ( Read more... )

Soooo.....I'm in computer's class and I feel like shit. It's that time of the month, but what sucks the most is I'm getting senioritis and I'm so lazy. I don't want to do anything anymore. Well Jess and I are still perfect, I love her oh so much. I just feel bad because I've been feeling bad lately. There's so much going on at home and it sucks. My ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here in my coach's room and my day was good until Jess and I got to school. Well Jess and I walked to El Pollo Loco for her job interview and how awesome she got the job. So we walked back to school and fourth period sucked ass. Man did Sam piss me off, why'd she have to say that? She could've said anything else but not THAT. Well ( Read more... )