human interaction is insane - it defies all that is good in the world, and is my biggest source of stress, disappointment, humiliation, embarrassment, nervousness, and discomfort. i think last night i reached the lowest level of self-esteem i have ever reached before. i was in the depths of inner anguish, and never before have i felt such a weight ( Read more... )

so wow i haven't written in more than a month! not like it really matters ( Read more... )

mmm incubus is so good. but i am soo hopeless. i'm so like, bored of being alone. not being alone, like i always am hanging out with friends and stuff. but i just wish a guy would...ask me to dinner. not ask me, but take me out to dinner. and make me feel special. i haven't had that feeling in so long and it's just pathetic. and it makes me sad ( Read more... )

not really. but last night me and julie and shauni and laura lit a bag of poo on fire on mckee's doorstep lol. dunno why, but we were bored.

tonight was i love the 90's / pool party - but not really much of a pool party, just hangin out really. it was a good time. add that to the best summer ever. 2004. dumdumdum....

i've been feeling ( Read more... )

yes indeed, the new incubus cd is insanely good. as is the new dmb live at the gorge cds/dvd - disc one is musical genius.

another successful week to add to the Best Summer Ever 2004 :

last weekend - went up to the cottage, just relaxed up at the lake, ate good food, and hung out with my 2nd family.

monday - returned home, and played some Cartag ( Read more... )

i'm really not sure if this summer can ever be beat. it has been amazing as of now. i haven't updated for awhile, but i'm going to recap how glorious my summer has been so far ( Read more... )

alright so i'm totally going crazy go nuts head over heels for this guy...so cute! i can't stop thinking about him! it's insane. in any case...i just can't wait to see him again.

i have soccer in 7 and a half hours. and i'm going to probably puke and see my pbj sandwich. we're running ladders tomorrow or some shit like that. i'm going to be such a bad influence on the incoming soccer freshman, gosh i'm gonna love it. wow but today royally sucked mass ass. i get woken up at 7 because my mom calls to ask me why i didn't call ( Read more... )

okay so SATs blew. but other than that yesterday was fun. okay so i went over to jeremiah's house, and they were ROASTING A PIG. him and dustin and those boys had been roasting a real pig since 1:30 in the afternoon. it was disgusting. like, it was so gross. i mean, it was cool and hilarious, but gross. and so any way, i was sitting around the ( Read more... )

i officially hate the SATs and everything affiliated with them. such as math. math is ridiculous. i have studied for like, 3 hours - on a friday summer night mind you - just on math alone...from a book i got at the library. i dont think i even have the imagination to think of something that is sadder than that. and by sad i mean pathetic. in any ( Read more... )