I'm starting to feel completely hopeless again. My boyfriend and I broke up about a month ago, thankfully, but though I did the right thing by getting out when I did, (he began to get physically abusive towards me, which was the final straw), I feel horrible about it. There wasn't much to like about my ex-boyfriend yet I loved him anyway. Even with ( Read more... )

I am celebrating Christmas this year with a bit of a cold but that's okay. For once, my family is all together and things seem to be okay for now. My brother spent Christmas with his on again/off again, girlfriend, Tasha, and her 2 year old daughter, Tatyana, and last night we got the news that in August they're going to have a baby! I'm excited to ( Read more... )

I am writing this in honor of a great man: James L. Walker. He was born on May 2, 1925 in Newport News, Virginia, but it's the last 82 years that have mattered most. In my eyes, the last 23 were the most significant because those were the years I could claim him as my grandfather. Boy, did I love him. Despite the fact that he is the only authority ( Read more... )

I have lost everything...everything important to me, everything I thought meant something and the greatest gift I could have ever gotten was snatched away from me. Nevermind that I had been wanting this gift my entire adult life. Nevermind that I never wanted to get rid of that gift and no one cared how I felt about it then or now. I lost the man I ( Read more... )

On Thursday, May 24, 2007 at 4pm EST, Emily James Daley was born to my best friend, Rachel. She weighed 6 lbs, 13 oz and measured 21.5 inches! She is absolutely beautiful and not just because you're supposed to say that about your best friend's baby. She's gorgeous! I was at the hospital when Rachel had her c-section and I was one of the first to ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I last updated mostly because I never had anything truly noteworthy to say. Or rather, I did but a lot of what's been going on involves other people and so to protect their privacy I decided not to write about it. However, now there is something going on in my life that I definitely do not mind sharing ( Read more... )

Well, here is an update on my move to Canada ( Read more... )

Well, due to a phone call I made to her grandmother a few days ago, She knows. The she I am refering to is the person I was dreading telling I am moving to Canada. She knows now that I'm moving and came over last night to basically yell at me for that and a few other things. She walked up here with a ton of bad attitude and sarcasm and a hell of a ( Read more... )

I am happy to report that I no longer believe that I need to be in a relationship in order to be happy. I've been single since August and for the first time ever, I'm okay with that. Would I like a boyfriend/girlfriend? Sure, who wouldn't? But I'm okay with the fact that I don't have one. I have more time for my friends, more time for myself, and I ( Read more... )

Where are you? Come back to me. I don't want to do this anymore and I miss you. You are the oxygen I need in order to survive. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I am a restless soul without you. I love you...come home.