what's up? i havent wrote in here in awhile... well let's see. amanda and i broke up, i quit wendys n failed english. not too much haha. amanda and i may get back together tho. im missin my girl like crazy, but i <3 bein single lol. but imma go now. i gotta get ready, im goin out with jason for the day. just me n him for once. later dicks!

yep.

close to one year.

got b honor roll ( Read more... )

kendal ended things with me )=
she said she doesnt wanna hurt her gf and me.
so she chose to hurt me.

but it's okay, there will be someone one day.
just not anytime soon.

i don't want anyone but her.

she does not understand

yep. today was good. the guys in my 5th think kendals hot lol.

i wish me and her could be together /=
you know, shes the only girl ive been seein this long and havent fucked. but somehow, im still too scared to lol.

but imma go, my girl and i are talking (=

went to tiffs last night. got purdy drunk lol. and really high. then passed out.
amanda and i talked a lot.

my friends tell me to slow down, but everytime she's around my hearts on lock down.
^ good song

yep. today blew. kendal tried to kiss me and i totally didnt go for it. yet amandas still mad. tomorrow = no plans. sat =dads. sun - work.

so... amandas mom is still in the hospital, which is sad. saw her yesterday, definately snuck her chocolate lol. we were only there for 2 hours but she was ready for bed. tomorrow is her surgery, i just hope all goes well. anyway. work = sunday at 4. ahh. im just so ready to go, my girl is off at work and im at home being lazy. jobless is a no no. ( Read more... )

yep. amanda stayed over last night. and she has welps on her ass lol. i had a WONDERFUL time with her. <3

amanads back in town. thank god. i hate when she goes away. friday she really pissed me off. drivin the fags car around with april. sad he didnt know the bottom of his car got grinded on like 5 times. but whatever. i told amanda that if she has anything to do with fag or the meth bitch i was done. so ya know. and he told her not to come back. but ( Read more... )