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so... amandas mom is still in the hospital, which is sad. saw her yesterday, definately snuck her chocolate lol. we were only there for 2 hours but she was ready for bed. tomorrow is her surgery, i just hope all goes well. anyway. work = sunday at 4. ahh. im just so ready to go, my girl is off at work and im at home being lazy. jobless is a no no. im really glad amanda came into my life cuz shes made me wanna change in soo many different ways. i used to do drugs, and now i dont. ive smoked pot twice since late july. i dont drink, not even a sip. ive definately cut down on smokin, but quit would be better. my grades are good, 4 a's and 1 c. and i have a job. before i never had any of this. especially not happiness. people keep tellin her im cheatin with kendal or whatever and with tabitha. all it is is high school bullshit. im not worried about what any of these people have to say. i love her more than anything in this world, and none of these fuckers are gonna be here except her when i get outta school. im not givin up my babe for some dumbasses. the end.
i love you!
i love you!