WELL TWO AND A HALF YEARS LATER I AM FINALLY OVER JAY ALTHOUGH I STILL TALK TO HIM AND HANG OUT WITH HIM ITS NOT THE SAME WE ARE FINALLY FRIENDS I LET GO OF THINKING THINGS WOULD CHANGE HES GOING TO HAVE A BABY IN A FEW MONTHS AND I AM OK WITH THAT I STILL WISH HIM NOTHING BUT THE BEST AND THINK HE IS AN AMAZING PERSON.IN A WAY I BLAME HIM FOR ( Read more... )

well im finally over jay but that doesnt mean anythig i am still stupid and nieve i hate feeling like this !!!!!!!!! i am so stupid!!!!!! ijust wish idiident care and my walls were still up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing much has changed in my life but it all still feel diffrent than before.my life right now still sucks.there is very little makeing it better.i feel very pathetic i have some one i know i can trust butim still scared to trust this person im afraid he is going to back stab me just like the rest of the world has.i have so many insecuritys they ( Read more... )

life sucks the one man i love is going out with a 30 year old woman my "friends" are all a bunch of druggies i cant stand this state it sucks i just wish i had my degree so i could get the fuck out of here.i am so tired of being used and having my feelings hurt by stupid ass holes but one day the whole world is going to wake up and realize im not a ( Read more... )

big suprise we broke up again he thought he was ready but hes not. i just dont get it.i wasent ready to get hurt all over again but thats what happened i was scared going in and hurt comeing out but i took the chance because i love him.i just wish he could see past donna.or if its not her i dont know i just wish he would talk to me about it.

my good news is i am back with jason and he gets out of jail in one day. the bad news is i got in a car accident with my friend stef.so now when i get my license back my insurance is going to be sky high and i need to buy a new car.sucks to be me huh!and erin i shouldent feel bad about breaking up with matt because ( Read more... )

my good news is i am back with jason and he gets out of jail in one day. the bad news is i got in a car accident with my friend stef.so now when i get my license back my insurance is going to be sky high and i need to buy a new car.sucks to be me huh!and erin i shouldent feel bad about breaking up with matt because ( Read more... )

I DROPPED OUT LIKE TWO OR THREE WEEKS AGO NOW ALL I DO IS WORK AND SIT AT HOE ON MY ASS MY JOB IS TIT THOUGH SO I DONT MIND I MISS MY BEST FRIEND ERIN AND STEF I MISS MATT TO BUT OH WELL SIGH IF HE ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LIKED HIM WE COULD BE GOOD TOGETHER BUT HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE I WOULD TREAT HIM LIKE GOLD BUT LIKE I SAID HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE> I ( Read more... )

my new faces arent they cute?

i got three new cds last night ( Read more... )