I want a baby more than anything. =(

I hate tears if they are not happy ones. It hurts to the core when you have "friends" that live near you that don't seem to want to have anything to do with you. I understand people change I understand drifting apart in some relationships is normal and a part of life. It's just wondering why and what the heck happened is at times painful. Facebook ( Read more... )

I'm in! I just don't know what to write yet lol

Until later.....

Its hard to admit how scared I am. I really am. There are days where I don't really know how to function because I am so afraid to loose all that I have. My dad is my everything and some days he sounds ok and some days like yesterday he sounded like he was just existing but not really living. I cried so hard my drive home from work. Those days are ( Read more... )

Do I...do We....really believe what we believe is really real ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in this thing in forever. I guess facebook took over the hype of lj. Anyways I need friends. The only friend I feel like i have is Aimee but shes in Colorado. BUT will be coming home in September for wedding fun so im super excited about that!! I cant wait! It just sucks a lot and has sucked a lot to feel like I have no more friends ( Read more... )

We got engaged! There you go Ashley thats my story haha =)I'm just kiddinggggg I will go into more detail then thattt ( Read more... )

It's been a while huh? I dont like writing in this thing unless it's filled with all wonderful news, because who wants to write about anything other then the positive? I just feel like writing a lot down right now and i'm too lazy to hand write it in my journal ( Read more... )

I just tried typing an entry and erased it all.
This hurts so bad i'm trying so hard to be strong=(

HI HI!!!! Only three more days until i can start packing up and four more days until im on the road back ( Read more... )