I'm so numb it's disgusting ( Read more... )

Well here I am in Wisconsin. Sad to be away from friends but nice to see family.

I pretty much already had christmas. My beautiful boyfriend bought me a ring! (Not an engagment ring or anything!) That was my favorite present. And maybe the fake ID my mom found for me since the bastards at Peabody's took mine. Other than that Christmas was good.

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I am a rich lady. Well not really but since I have never made money before, it's amazing! I don't mind working either. Keeps my summer from being boring. AND I made new friends!

So everyone come and visit me at TGI Fridays!!!!!

<3

I used to never care, now i cant stop.

actions speak louder than words.
all I hear is volume. Your volume.
It pierces the ackward silences 
yet is paralyized by reality.

I know what I know,
I believe in what you say.
But without motions
a sound wont matter 
not now, not ever, especially not today.

I used to never care, now I cant stop.

Golly Golly. I start college soon. I will have to be a big girl on many levels. Im excited!

I am so content with life at the moment. I don't think I've had things so figured out. I got wonderful friends, a perfect boyfriend, and a supporting family. I even got a brand new car!

23 days left and any stress I have will be gone.

=D

I have the BEST boyfriend who puts the BIGGEST smiles on my face!! =D

Happy V-day everyone!

I surprised my mom at work today with a card, her favorite candy, and a balloon for Her birthday. 
I don't think her smile could have gotten any bigger.

=D

Im really great. Greatest I've ever been.
Im letting school not over power me,
Im slowly breaking down the wall I have built up inside,
Im realizing I do have friends. Good ones. Lots of em!
Im spending a bunch of family time.
Im actually smiling real smiles. A lot.
Im doing things for me. 
Im happy.

Beat that.

I don't think this smile has left my face all weekend.

today blew.

tomorrow will be worse.

Thursday will be nerve racking.

Friday a relief.

That is my week in a nut shell.