*DaMn..i havnt been on this shit in foreva! no need to be reallie but ill do alil update...my life is fuckin GrEaT i couldnt be happier! i got my babie Cj who is the sweetiest guy i eva met and i couldnt ask for neone else to be with 12*6*04 :o) and then i got my bestiest friend in the whole fuckin world Marybeth! me n her have been thru so much ( Read more... )

*HeY hUnNiEz* dont think i have written on here in AlOnG time! So i thought i would update and fill ya in! Well lately all im doin is kickin it wit my gurl Marybeth goin ClUbBiN, pArTyIn and just bein crazy *WhAt HaPpEnS iN tHe ClUb StAyS iN tHe ClUb* :o ( Read more... )

::hmmm dammn i havnt been on here in like forever it seems like ALOT has happenend but i prolly wont update on everythin! i started workin at target again and so all i do is work nemore and like neva reallie go out and do nethin but its straight cuz i love my job and everyone i work with speakin of which i gotta call ceclia and my gurl amanda soon ( Read more... )

::Well letz see alot has been happenin recently but most of it is for the good...got rid of some friendshipz and im so glad i did that..now if they stopped runnin there mouthz like the high schoolerz that they r things would be koo but i aint worried about it cuz ya kno what they so are not worth ne of this shit..they are out of my life for a ( Read more... )

::hey guyz..well ive been going through alot of shit with joe and mixed feelings and everything and thanks to my gurl amanda for sitting up till mad hours of the night and listenin to me vent, complain and nethin else i did prolly cry some of the time but i have some very good news...its took me a long time to be able to say all this so im real ( Read more... )

DaMn its been forever since i wrote on this thing....alot has happenend....wow! me n ryan r OFFICALLY over i dont ever member the last time i talked to him and im much happier now that him n zach r completely outta my life...ive got alot of ppl out of my life lately that i havnt needed or dont need nemore and that always brought drama or just ( Read more... )

...Well its been a grip since i wrote on here so0o here it ALL goez : )

<3Well i love him but its over! im so0o torn i dont know what to do! losing all contact is the best way to be i mean then it will help me get over him but im to0o in love to let him go but with him talkin all the shit on XaNgA all the time now there is no point n even trin to ( Read more... )

-*-Well thingz have started to turn around for me! Screw guyz though they all are assholez nemore so0o im not even gonna bother...i love him but love isnt suppose to be painful and havin u hurt constantly thats just a sign he truly doesnt give a fuck about me and im gettin tired of trin and trin and trin and geting nothin back in return you know ( Read more... )

-*-it seems like im number 2 to EVERYONE! damn and im so0o sick of it! everyone is finally showin me how much they care about me! on my way back home tonight all i could do is cry the 2 ppl that i care the most about put me atleast number2 if not worst and the thing that kills me the most is tonight i reallie needed her to be there for me cuz of ( Read more... )

-*-hey everyone! Well it seems like nothin goes right in my life nemore! im in fuckin love and it seemz like he doesnt give 2 centz one day and then the next he does what is a gurl to do? i cant just walk away i dont want to i wanna be with him so0o bad im so0o confused! but i have been chillin with my gurl alot lately and all we do is have fun i ( Read more... )