Why Do i Always Feel Like the Ugly Duckling?

Why Do i Feel like I have lost all connections in my life?

Why do I feel like I can not relate to anyone anymore?

Why do I feel so lonely?

Why do i feel like my life is a timeline of defeat?

Why???

Hello Everyone that i have not talked to in ages.  It has been a very long time.  I feel like i have lost everyone.

Ok Lets start at the beginning
For the past few months I have been teaching in Reading School District at Northwest Elementary school.  I had a blast.  There were some good days and alot of bad days.  My students know more about sex, ( Read more... )

 Hey hey hey! I am back at kutztown for my final semester here on campus.  Next semester i will be doing my student teaching around home and then hopefully in england for two months.  Classes are alright, I am doing pro sem right now which is alot of work and alot of stress but its really good because i am learning alot and some of my classes are ( Read more... )

So I would like you all to know that today was christmas.  I know some of you might have forgotten this but it is true.  Today is supposed to be a day of joy and celebration.  You are supposed to celebrate with your family, drink some egg nog and eat cookies while opening presents.  Of course this was not my christmas.  This christmas sucked.  I ( Read more... )

Hello Hello Hello! TA DA. looks like life is just getting better and better as we speak. lol.  Ok thats not absolutly true.  But life is going and going. I have been trying to take a step back from my life and try to not get myself worked up about stuff.  I am getting all my school work organized so i wont be bombarded with everyting at the end of ( Read more... )

So i want to have a gathering....i dont know when....but only people who will not create drama will be invited cause honestly there is too much shit going on in the world without the petty drama. So let me know what you all think...aka alice and mary and jason cause you guys are the only ones that read this. it might end up being a new years ( Read more... )

So my life has been pretty interesting lately.  Let us start with thursday

Thursday: Day starts out pretty normal. Go to my classes which involves me going to five classes from 9 am to about 7 pm. Some of these classes I love and some i hate. But thats how it always it right? Then i decide that i want to drink since i have been spending way too ( Read more... )

Howdi Ho everyone. Its been forever since i posted in here and i think its about time i do. This way all my "friends" can read this and feel as though they know whats actually is up in my life. Well i think i have become depressed. School seems meaningless and so does life. Explain that to me. This is the most time consuming semester yet. At ( Read more... )

I'm so freaking tired all the time. My body is aching all the time. Never a moment of peace. Always a mad house. Filled with a freak show. Where did everyone go? Is it just me? Someone please for the love of GOD GET ME OUT!!!

So I am back here at KU. As you might have gathered from the previous posting. Right now i am sitting in the cafe waiting for my last class of the day to start at 5 pm. You see i have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays which means for those days i am on campus from around 830 until 7pm. Which kinda stinks but it rocks at the same time cause ( Read more... )