Long time no post
Howdi Ho everyone. Its been forever since i posted in here and i think its about time i do. This way all my "friends" can read this and feel as though they know whats actually is up in my life. Well i think i have become depressed. School seems meaningless and so does life. Explain that to me. This is the most time consuming semester yet. At any given time i have at least three projects due, a test coming up, a lesson plan due and an evaluation. Yes yes i know in some people's realms they believe that projects aren't too hard. but when you have to write three lesson plans a week and get them evaluated by the wicked witch of the west, you tell me its n't too hard. My health professor who i just called the wicked witch of the west is one of those really fake people. As a professor she is awesome, class isn't boring, she has us do fun stuff and explains everything for us...as a test maker and grader she is horrible...somehow i can spend hours studying for her tests and not get anything above a C. How horrible is that? But i gues thats how life is, you know ? I work on my projects so hard and of course they are group projects and somehow it becomes an individual project because my partner "doesnt know how to do it" or "email me later". My other classes are't too bad they are just alot of fucking work. Right now i am suppoed to be in my diagnostics class but she is sick today so no class for us.
I dont know what wrong with me. I just feel very invisible. I hate that feeling. I try to get people to notice me but it never happens. The only time a certain someone notices me is when i'm upset because no one notices me or i feel neglected and then that certain someone says i'm always depressed or something is always wrong...YEA WAY TO MAKE A GIRL HAPPY! I dunno. Tonight i am going to the bar with erin and danielle. Erin and Danielle are jason's roommates girlfriends. Erin and i have gotten to be kinda good friends which is pretty cool. We are work out buddies (when we go to the gym) and drinking buddies (when we drink) its funny actually. If we are ever about to drink but no one wants to get things started we take shots of vodka...which is alot of fun...and like most times...people dont notice. I think its about to change my life. I need to get a new job and make some new friends. And maybe tell a few old friends goodbye. Dont worry none of you guys are the friends i am going to say good bye to.
I just read an article in the new york times that exersizing may help a person lose weight. Now this is not an article from years ago...this is from yesterday. How weird is that. Funny and weird
alright i am going to stop writting this because it makes me sad that no one is going to read it.
I dont know what wrong with me. I just feel very invisible. I hate that feeling. I try to get people to notice me but it never happens. The only time a certain someone notices me is when i'm upset because no one notices me or i feel neglected and then that certain someone says i'm always depressed or something is always wrong...YEA WAY TO MAKE A GIRL HAPPY! I dunno. Tonight i am going to the bar with erin and danielle. Erin and Danielle are jason's roommates girlfriends. Erin and i have gotten to be kinda good friends which is pretty cool. We are work out buddies (when we go to the gym) and drinking buddies (when we drink) its funny actually. If we are ever about to drink but no one wants to get things started we take shots of vodka...which is alot of fun...and like most times...people dont notice. I think its about to change my life. I need to get a new job and make some new friends. And maybe tell a few old friends goodbye. Dont worry none of you guys are the friends i am going to say good bye to.
I just read an article in the new york times that exersizing may help a person lose weight. Now this is not an article from years ago...this is from yesterday. How weird is that. Funny and weird
alright i am going to stop writting this because it makes me sad that no one is going to read it.