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Jimmy's 23rd birthday was on the 1st- Happy Birthday ( Read more... )

This past weekend has been a most difficult endeavor, testing my strength and courage and I ultimately fail in my own respects. My failure lays in my lack of control, in the ever swollen contents of a tired and forsaken body. And in my weakness, I am merely-- no. I am ferociously begging for saving. I have replaced the word of God for my Father, ( Read more... )

First portion of this post is privated ( Read more... )

If you're going to ask me if I'm going to just stay at home all day then the answer is yes ( Read more... )

and slowly learning to just not care.

I feel strangely unattractive today. Something to do with my disconnection with the direction of my affections-- and the allocation of such affections. It's a worthless feeling and I'm no Christ figure I won't bear it myself.

I throw it right back.

10 April 2009 ( Read more... )

Baby you don't write no more and I say
how true this is;
I don't write no more.
Because the sadness has left me and
my pen no longer bleeds.

that one day we won't long to be perfectionist ( Read more... )