I wish all these random ass foreign livejournals would stop adding me as their friends.
10 April 2009
I have gone insane with frivolous love and I am dangerously unrestrained. And now I am driven by my mad intentions, once masked by handfuls and mouthfuls of pharmaceuticals- I am shaken, having been shook by the fingertips of a lover desperate for my live, and now have such a narrow grasp on my environment that I can no longer adapt- confused on the differentiation between nourishment and poison. From times darkened by my mind I have oftener than not held overdose for remedy and now that it is absent and only love present, I heave with distortion and disorientation for truth- what is truth? For having been so cruel in the past is now caressing, now warm blooded, now struggling alongside me, carrying me.
I have gone insane with frivolous love and I am dangerously unrestrained. And now I am driven by my mad intentions, once masked by handfuls and mouthfuls of pharmaceuticals- I am shaken, having been shook by the fingertips of a lover desperate for my live, and now have such a narrow grasp on my environment that I can no longer adapt- confused on the differentiation between nourishment and poison. From times darkened by my mind I have oftener than not held overdose for remedy and now that it is absent and only love present, I heave with distortion and disorientation for truth- what is truth? For having been so cruel in the past is now caressing, now warm blooded, now struggling alongside me, carrying me.